I feel like I have pins and needles inb my feelings (if that makes sense). Like when it's numb but somehow still hurts at the same time. It isn't too bad though, the numb is enough to stop me freaking out. Had a fairly good night last night. Drinking with mates =] And I didn't wake up too bad either.

I was even a little productive this morning. I put some washing on and folded clothes. I even did the dishes. And now I'm doing some homework, like actually doing it.

Yesterday I had the first good day I've had in ages. It was...odd. I forgot what feeling excited and energetic felt like. It didn't last very long because all my friends were down and I just couldn't keep it going. It's alright though. I taste was nice, even if it's gone now.

I decided to give up smoking last night but now I want one lol. I don't think I can give up yet, it's my favourite alternative to cutting. Alwell, I don't have any anyway.

Thanks for reading. Hope you're well.