Things never stay okay for long. Everything falls apart. Everything goes to shit.
If my family doesn't get 2000 dollars by friday there is a very good chance that we would have to find somewhere else to live.
Poor E, when she started living with me I hoped we could give her some stability. I thought all this shit had finished years ago. I feel it again. The fear when the phone rings, lying about who is home and going to school everyday where almost no one knows how it is to not have enough money. To not pay the bills, shower in cold water, eat porriage for dinner everynight. I don't want to deal with this again.
I'm scared. I'm not sure if I can deal with this again.
Fingers crossed it will be okay.
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